Updated: Oct 13, 2019
In my late twenties I began learning about the damage CHD does to our brains. After interviewing and meeting hundreds of CHD Adults I was beginning to see a lot of patterns, and especially a lot of verbal and mental similarities that I also saw in myself. I called our forgetfullness "CHD Fail" and made YouTube videos about it. We would laugh about our messiness, how much we talk about 50 different subjects in 5 minutes, being known as the person who is "very direct" or "blunt" and having many signs of things like ADHD, OCD, high anxiety, depression, etc.
I was so fascinated by this and felt, "hey maybe there's finally some answers to the things I've always felt were weird about me mentally." Sure enough, there was! I googled and decided to go to a Neuropsychologist. Best thing I ever did! My life completely changed from there.
I was diagnosed with severe complex PTSD from brain damage from long-term medical, physical, emotional, and mental trauma. They did brain scans, long days of testing, and found out I actually have a pretty big permanent hole in my brain because of the amount of trauma I have been through. This affects the way my blood flows through my brain, what areas my blood gets to and how quickly. This affects how we deal (or don't deal) with stress, surprises, fear, triggers from PTSD, and more.
That was four years ago and I am now completely different and never thought I could be where I am today. However, in 2017 & 2018 I had a series of TIA's (mini-strokes), one of which was an extremely traumatizing experience, and a few complex migraines that I feel changed me a little.. or a lot .. I really don't know. That's part of the problem lol. I haven't been back to the Neuropsychologist since my favorite doctor left, but it is on my list of things to do because I never felt a doctor understand me more in my life than my previous Neuropsychologist.
To read more about my Neuropsych appointments and learning if I have ADHD, read my next blog:
Depending on the severity of your trauma - it is very important to get the help you need.
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